Sometimes the whole day through one is good and suddenly one becomes wicked, for a minute very wicked, all the more wicked as one was good! Only, one does not observe it, thoughts cross one's mind, violent, bad, hateful things, like that. Usually one pays no attention to it. But this is what must be caught! As soon as it manifests, you must catch it like this (Mother makes a movement) with a very firm grip, and then hold it, hold it up to the light and say: "No! I do not want you! I do-not-want-you! I have nothing to do with this! You are going to get out of here, and you will not return!"…
to One is quite accustomed contradictions; one does not pay attention to this and that is why all these things live comfortably together as neighbors. One must first discover them and prevent them from intermingling in one's consciousness: decide between them, separate the shadow from the light. Later one can get rid of the shadow.
